Think on this friend. Jeremiah 1: 5” Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you a prophet to the nations,” This was before your sex was known!
What you would be on earth, the journey of your life, has been predetermined before you were conceived. Let not your heart be troubled, it is still part of the plan! A failed marriage, or whatever cannot and will not terminate the mandate of God upon your life.
I guess God knew you would be divorced, remarry and divorced again and again like the Samaritan woman in John 4, yet He took out time to seek you out and He hasn’t changed His mind about you, rather He is concerned and is reaching out to you.
You have a say friend! Determine to cooperate with the Lord by forsaking sin, living a holy life as best as you can, leaning on the Holy Spirit to help you every which way! We just must not continue in sin that grace may abound – Romans 6:1. Far be it!
Shalom! Shalom! Shalom!